Love of my life – Delhi Guy’s Soft First Kiss Hot Sex Story [Part 1]

Love of my life - Delhi Guy's Soft First Kiss Hot Sex Story

Hii Readers. I am a 25 year old guy from Delhi and this is my love story. This is not about sex but about real attraction and love. If you are here for a sex story, apologies. I didn’t know any other platform to share my story and really wanted to re-live old memories, and no better way than to write about it.

To be honest this was simultaneously the most happy and saddest part of my life, but if I had a chance to remove it from my life, I will not take that chance. Anyway, so the story begins in 2016. At that point I already knew that I was gay. I had just joined a new college in my first year, and I was already 20.

I was bullied a lot on my previous campus for being girlish and decided I will not act that way in the new place. I was a very shy introvert guy, kind of a loner as well. Even earlier, I didn’t have many friends. I used to avoid talking much, as I might say something and people would realize I am gay. I am sure a lot of you will relate to this.

I remember never having a name of a best friend to write on those English or Hindi letters, and of course no one ever wrote my name. Well, the first days of a new college are always overwhelming, and specially hard when you haven’t made many friends. Daily I was sitting in random seats with random folks. I was preparing for JEE at that time.

One lucky day, I was sitting with this guy, the hero of our story. Let’s call him Raghav. He was also 20. I don’t remember why, but our lecturer asked us who all are going to coaching for JEE after classes. I raised my hand. To my surprise, only very few hands were raised. After class Raghav told me that I should not have raised my hand, as lecturers don’t like when students go to coaching after college. That was my first interaction with him. Strange, how vividly I remember it.

About Raghav, he was the most perfect guy you will ever meet. He was handsome and kind and intelligent. He had been on the same campus since the start and knew almost everyone. He was a very popular guy. Popular among both lecturers and other popular guys. A rare combo, I think.

Anyway, after our first interaction, maybe he noticed how lonely I was and invited me to have lunch with his friends. I felt like an outsider there, but at least I was not lonely at that time. Raghav told me that he is also preparing for JEE. Then he gave me a maths question to try. Next day he was sitting with his usual seatmate and I was sitting somewhere random.

During lunch I went to him and gave him the solution of the question and another question I prepared for him. Well, this started a long series of co-study and fun. We used to give each other maths and physics questions to try, teaching each other new concepts we learned. For the first time I had a real friend.

To be honest I don’t know if I was attracted to him at that time, as I used to try to hide my feelings then. But I did used to crave sitting with him, having him for the whole day. Sadly he had his seatmate, and he was available to me only during lunch time or between classes. Then one day he invited me to his house on the weekend for studying. I was so excited. My father dropped me to his house. I went with so many books.

He was sitting on his computer watching some movie. We said let’s watch the movie first and then we will study. Well, by the end of the day, we hadn’t studied a single word. We watched movies and YouTube videos. We talked about random stuff. Well, it became a regular thing. I used to go to his home every Sunday.

We always thought we will study today, but always ended up playing games, watching movies, chatting. OMG, I miss those days. I was actually very serious about my preparation, but I never minded those time wastes. After a few months we became kind of best friends. I remember him taking the long route home after college so we got to chat more, or skipping class only to study together in the library.

After some time, he became very comfortable with me, like changing clothes in front of me or fun-touching me on the ass or chest, all for fun. Then came that day. The most special day of my life. He asked me to stay at his home at night for study, fun, movie, games and all. I agreed. It took some effort to make my parents agree to this, but Raghav had a good image in front of my parents, so they agreed.

I went to his home Saturday evening after my coaching. We played games, watched movies, studied. Usual stuff. Post that we were lying in his half bed. It was a bit small for us, but we were comfortable with our bodies touching at that time. We were in a common blanket. It was winter time. He was hugging me inside the blanket and we were chatting.

It was warm and comfortable. But I was not hugging him. I remember feeling a strong attraction to him at that time. This attraction was sexual. I was both happy and afraid. I didn’t want to do anything to destroy our friendship. Of course I wanted so much more, but this was much more than I could have imagined. Then he asked me if I have a crush on anyone. We almost never talked about these things.

I didn’t know what to say. I could not say you, haha. I said no one. He knew I was lying. He said, not even any celebrity crush? I said Deepika Padukone. He said he also likes her, specially with Ranbir, and then he asked me in a soft voice, do you like Ranbir? I could feel warmth from his mouth reaching my face. I didn’t know what to say. I was thinking, is he asking if I like men?

I was thinking, has God done a favor on me. Does he also have similar feelings for me? But the risk was too high. I was confused and afraid. My heartbeat was high. My body was shivering. He asked again, which hero do you like most? I joked, you can start acting and then I will choose you. He smiled. We didn’t say anything for a few minutes.

I was thinking hard to say something. I could sense him doing the same, to break this silence. But my mind wanted to kiss him. To hug him tightly. I don’t know from somewhere I got the courage. I am not the courageous one, but that moment something happened. I asked him if he finds me attractive. He said, yes, you are very handsome. You should become a hero.

I asked, if you were a girl, would you have dated me? And his reply changed everything. I will date you even if I am a man. Mai ladka hoke bhi tujhe date karunga. I kissed him. It was not a very wild kiss. A very soft kiss, almost on the side of his lips, between his lips and cheeks. He didn’t stop me. But I didn’t do anything more.

He kept hugging me. But we didn’t say or do anything more. My heart was beating rapidly. I was just thinking what just happened. But for the first time I was not afraid. I knew that kiss was welcomed. We just slept in that position after some time. Well, I don’t know if this is the right platform for this story. You let me know if you want me to continue. I will share what happened after that.

Spoiler alert. It doesn’t have a happy ending. But even if I knew how this will end, I will still choose this path. Thanks. @lan